I cried in the shower this morning and I realised that I hadn't done that for a while. Don't get me wrong, I've cried every day since Lauren died. The fact that losing a child is sad is not exactly breaking news. But it's not sad for every single second of the day.
So I wanted to write a positive post as there have been a lot of highlights to the past week.
Thankyou everyone for reminding me that Lauren is in so many people's thoughts.
I've had many lovely gifts.
Flowers
The flower for Lauren that the girls wore on their dress for the pointe dance at her dance show
Bath soaks and essential oils
Meals out, and in, with friends.
Lauren's old dance school performing a dance in her honour. Thanks for sending me the video.
Trips out as a family of 4, making new memories.
Her high school raising over £2000 in her name for Alderhey 🙌
Plus a forgotten gift from Lauren that I found when sorting through my bedroom drawers. 💙💙💙
