Today marks the 7 month anniversary of Lauren's death, 7 months of this alternative reality. Tomorrow is Lauren's birthday, her fourteenth, never did I think we would of been celebrating it like this. She should have been in France, on a school trip. It was her birthday present, she always valued holidays over gifts. Obviously no-one is going on that trip now, and not having to see lots of happy photos of that moment is no bad thing (for me anyway).
Today I have begun my 5k a day. My attempt to raise money and keep busy rolled into one. My lovely friend Kate at Astley Design has designed me some posters for social media, so no going back now.
Don't worry I'll not be harping on about it every day. I will be mentioning the milestone moments though.